PURNAMIDAM - mindlessly mindful

Dance with Me Oh Stars!! A million chances, speak a million voices. In my head they bounce rampant, like elephants blowing trumpets. Never have I seen a moon so pink, and an ocean in the sink. So Let me just go on a walk, on the path you chalked, with yellow skies.  To the loneliest piers Come sit and watch the skies dance. The stars zonked, the fish smile, and crabs bark. On the loneliest docks, it never gets loud. They weren't all so proud,  of the silence who never shuts its mouth. But I Am with you, I think I am! As I turn my face,  towards the dim lamp.

Image via Wikipedia 'creative brain and abstract person' is the compliment i received from a friend on orkut. This is not the first time I have received this compliment, but it is the first time it has angered me. Previously I use to like it when people called me creative, it use to flatter me, in my mind I would say "wow man! that's great people think I am creative they think am smart , I must be at a higher level than the others". But today it just annoyed me, 'creative'.. bullshit, either they are saying it cause they want me to appreciate their work too, or they are just being polite, i don't know. Sometimes I feel like a total screw up, I don't have the street smartness or the skills of playing politics and manipulating things, I am utterly lazy and awkwardly shy, how am i ever gonna sustain in this media industry tat i haven't even entered yet? I know what an utter moron I am, people never see that(if hiding tat flaw is creativity then ...