it just had to be this way

It jus had to be this way, it has always been this way and I don’t see a reason as to why it should change.
What the hell are you talking about?
 My life!
 What's wrong with your life NOW?
Me!
Ahhh then its just fine
Its no joke man, am not kidding!!!!
You always say that and then you’re only the one trying to look for the open door and make a dive at it.
And when am finally out and the door shuts behind me……….
 The party starts
Exactly and it’s not just any party………
It’s THE party.
I know man stop telling me things I already know
 Stop making mistakes you’ve already made…not once but millions of time
These days I feel my life itself is a big mistake…..was I born wrong?
Wrong what?
 I don’t know, like inside out or upside down, or wrong gender, or wrong parents or………
 Shut the fk up and lemme see what we can do
Thanks man , you are the one
I was jus talking about what we can do to PASS DA DAY.
Hmmmmmmmmmm. that’ll do great too
 How did you end up in this shit by the way?
 I don’t know You know…
there is no point in blaming them any more
Am not even doing it
There’s no point blaming fate either
Am not even doing tat either
Hmmmmm
I jus wanna dissolve……….I was born wrong……………..
You shouldn’t have been a human
 I know
 Why didn’t u ask for it?
I did, and he almost gave it to me, but den he said “you r not the only one asking for it, if I give you, I’ll have to give everyone and I don’t have enough” I asked “ isn’t there any other way?” “There is” he said “but you’ll have to find it yourself”
Hmmmmmmmmmmm…..so did you find it
Still searching, sometimes I feel am almost there, I grab it…..but it some how always seems only a tiny molecule of the whole entity…..it just keeps growing and slipping outta my hand like the mountains in the game of roadrash.
May be you should try running fast
Am tiered, I have been running so fast, I didn’t even see what I was running through , he told me I was wrong and try to slow down.
So how do you feel about it
I feel like am doomed for eternity
 Don’t say that man
 I wouldn’t if I didn’t feel like it, he lied to me, he said he was sending me to the most beautiful place, I was so excited……..
 Don’t lose it, its not that bad
I keep telling myself the same, it actually is not that bad, but the better is all so far away
May be that’s why you have to find a way
Without my wings? How?
Why don’t you built them?
Built my wings? How?
Ohh come on man give it a shot
Do you wanna go buy some redbull?
 Sure, if that helps
Ya it just might
Hmmm redbull gives you wings
yes it does
 THE END