SHE LEARNS TO LOVE


1
He: wont you fall in love with me?
She: do you want me to?
He: yes
She:okay, then i will fall in love with you...just like i fell in love with the rest of them, and when the time comes i will get over you...just like i got over the rest of them.
He: why will you get over me?
She: what do you do with people who leave? ......No, I dont hate them. You cant really hate someone you have once loved. You can only love the next one a bit less.

2
A peck on the lips in a hall full of people

He: hey may be you shouldnt kiss me in front of so many people
She: why are you shy?
He: no its just...am sorry but i cant stay
She: don't worry, won't keep you
He: hm
She: you're the one i would rather live than live with.

A kiss on the lips in a heart full of dreams

3
He: I really like spending time with you. I did rather just waste all my time with you  than anything else.
She: It is really sweet of you to say such things! You are always saying nice things.
He: but you never do
She: (silent)......am ...just a little scared
He: of what?
She: (sigh) scared of being too attached to people and then watching them run away from you (shy laugh)
He: is it bad?
She: it hurts bad
He: how do you get too attached to people?
She: because I see people
He: silent (confused)
She: (places a palm on his shoulder) you, you are close to your mom, not much to your dad but you so want to make him proud of you. You are inspired  by him. You have been hurt before, so you hide yourself behind humor and sarcasm, you bottle up your anger. You hate your past lovers but you can't be mean to them, you did rather be behind-the-scenes villan than tell people you hate them to their face. You love being the center of attention. And you know how to frame your words, say all the right things at all the right times. Your kind and sweet but not brave and thats ok.
He: wow, I dont know what to say
She: how do you not fall in love? How do you not get too attached when you SEE people? I never believed in perfections anyway, i like imperfections. I feel safe, i feel unjudged. 
He: you see too much, people are scared of being seen.
She: i guess thats why they run away then! (Laughs)
He: (laughs with her)

4)
She: Is love a black whole that sucks your soul? Or is it the ray of light, too bright that it burns you? alright!

He: It is to each, what they wish to see within.

She: What is it that you see when you dive deep within? Extream darkness or brightness?

He: how does it even matter, one can't see a bloody thing in either. 
She: Deep within is where you have hosted them all along, the FEAR and the THRUTH. The LOVER and the BRUTE. 

5)

She: when we want someone to want and cradle and caress us, it is the love within us that needs recognition.

He: and when we want and cradle and caress the other, it is the love within them that we recognize 

6)

He: Are you single or coupled?

She: Neither. I am on quest

He: Interesting! What's your quest for?

She: To stay away from people who even remotely find me interesting or evolved.

He: I find you extremely interesting but not evolved.

She: Well, then I am halfway away from you. 

He: Okay, see you at the distance on the other half. 

She: At that distance , I would be neither interesting nor evolved! Whats the point in seeing me then?

He: The point was never in seeing you, it was in being with you.

She: I don't understand a word you say! I think you're crazy.

He: Don't worry, I'll wait till you be too. 

7)

He: what is the difference between a Neemtree and Persian lilac?

She: one is bitter but healthy other is fragrant with pretty flowers but poisonous 

He: just like a mistress and a wife!

She: No, just like your wisdom and your vice.

8)

He: how could you forget everything I have done for you just like that and focus on only the one wrong thing I did?

She: (laughs) is that what you think?!  I forgot? Infact it's the memory of all the things you did right that is making this forgetting so damn difficult. 

 9) He: 4 years ago I had met a small girl, today I see a woman.

She: NO. 4 years ago you didn't give a shit and now things are out of your league. The SMALL girl is still there and the woman was always there. By the way, 4 years ago I met a boy that I didn't mind, now I still see a boy that I don't care. 

He: ouch!

10)

Both: I am sorry!

She: (smiles) As long as you know why and are willing to change that for YOURSELF, you will always be forgiven.

He: (to himself) and you will always be my prayer.

11)

He: I miss you
She: Yup, I myself too.
Both: (Silent) 
He: Are you alright?
She: Yes!
He: You are crying!
She: So? I'll cry, weep I may even howl! And then I'll be back. I will be good to go. As long as I haven't lost myself I'll always be alright.

12)
She: Everything you do is a fight. You wanna belong to the herd? You gotta fight. You wanna be different? You gotta fight. You wanna be rich? You gotta fight. You wanna be happy? You gotta fight. You want to be loved? You gotta fight. You want to live? You must fight. Fight fight fight! fight your family, fight the system, fight your neighbour, fight authority, fight your partner, fight your brother, your sister, your friend who is better, happier, fight your insecurities, fight your demons, fight your dreams, fight for your dreams. IT JUST NEVER ENDS! I am exhausted. 

He: Then don’t fight, let go. Choose love. They say 'love is the answer', you know!

She: Ohh, (smiling) then I just feel like am fighting myself and that’s the most exhaustive. 

He: Well then you don’t know what loving truly means. 

She: May be I don’t.

He: Maybe you don’t want to.

She: May be I don’t want to, may be all this fighting makes me feel stronger, makes me feel purposeful. But now am tiered. 

He: Now do you want to see love?

She: Now I want to sleep instead

He: (Smiling) your kind! Just too stiff, will break but not bend, huh?

She: What else do you expect? When your kind has bent us in so many ways and so many places. We got nothing else to do but break. But don’t forget every time we break, we are more than we were before.

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