ADIOS


Someday I would want to be living in the entire world not just one place
Someday I would want to dissolve in water and not just be swimming
Someday I would want to evaporate and not just be flying
Till that day, as every other I am living

Someday I would want to rest and not just be sleeping
Someday I would want to know and not just be aware
Someday I would want to exist and not just be evolving
Till that day, as every other I am questing  

Someday I would want it to be over
Someday I would want it to start
Someday I would want to go on and the next, stop
Yet every day I move ahead, as opens yet another clog  

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