PURNAMIDAM - mindlessly mindful

Dance with Me Oh Stars!! A million chances, speak a million voices. In my head they bounce rampant, like elephants blowing trumpets. Never have I seen a moon so pink, and an ocean in the sink. So Let me just go on a walk, on the path you chalked, with yellow skies.  To the loneliest piers Come sit and watch the skies dance. The stars zonked, the fish smile, and crabs bark. On the loneliest docks, it never gets loud. They weren't all so proud,  of the silence who never shuts its mouth. But I Am with you, I think I am! As I turn my face,  towards the dim lamp.

All I wanted was a conclusion, on the never ending moments of our past. I don’t hate you, am not mad at you anymore. I don’t particularly miss you but I haven’t forgotten you either. How do I describe this calmness in my soul that comes with a, certain selfishness of my heart? How do I describe this smile that isn’t fake but built on the pain I have dealt? How do I explain that my eyes wander, not to escape you but to find myself? I tell my story to the world through an eternal silence; I live my future in an eternal confusion and I find my present in a constant metamorphosis. I like it. I love it rather; it’s not easy, oh of course not! You see, I never imagined this day without you, so I am living the unexpected almost every day. So tell me how can I ever hate you for this wonderful gift of adventure?  It’s MY adventure now, you gave it but you are nowhere in it.   So how do I say I can never bring myself to hate you, but I don’t desire you either?  How do I say, my ev

One day it’ll come to me One day it’ll be mine One day it’s so empty And one day it’s all fine Lovely as it may seem It’s a killer in disguise Chasing the absent Albeit the signs With borrowed passions And blurred visions Rises the monster Of my flawed perfections Tapping to the cacophony Of success, I shine Choking the melody Of that truly divine