Its good
When I came home today I met mom under the building on her way to school she gave me a big tight hug, when I went up dad opened the door and gave me a good hug. That's so rare for my dad....I feel like finally the dynamics of my relationship with my parents is changing and for good. I know this moments are rare and far between but these are the only ones I want to remember even when things go bad. We are family and I don't care about the past and don't want to fret about the future like will we fight again will they expect unfair success from me again ....etc. just this! Just what happened today is what I want to remember them for always. Just to come home after a long time and hear my mom speak about otherwise unimportant things made me feel less lonely today. :)