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SEX! now that i have got your attention............yeah, shut the fuck up. don't sell sex, WORSHIP IT!

  16 th NOV 2023 The planet timeline is shifting, we are moving to 4 th dimension…. okay….and? ……. I will not buy this until I see every feminine live to embody, own and use her truest strength and power. The power to create. We live on this earth and call her mother earth. We have been a witness to the birthing of numerous life forms and the destruction of it. Nature is all about sex! and sensuality. Creation and destruction. And no, women are not only creation and men are not only destruction. And no, sexual energy is not only creation it is of course the purging energy of destruction. Destruct I say, your ego, your false self-identity and images, your vulnerability. Although funny thing about vulnerability is, ‘it gets destructed when you accept it.’ That is the best thing, our shadows die when we love them, whereas our light grows when we love it. Basically, just love everything.   How many of us have lived our true selves in hiding? Men and women, I call both to answer cau

Diary entry 4th Nov. 2023 - I am my own subject of psychological experiments.

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  4 th   Nov.  2023 Kya likhu, kahase shuruvat karu? Kay hi hai ab kehneko? Do pure mahine aur dedh hafta akele rehna, Ek bohot hi alag anubhuti hai. Some days pass so quickly and some feel like a bottomless pit. Mind is such a vicious thing. It plays such tricks on you. Seeing things that don’t exist, feeling, hearing. Hud toh tab paar hoti hai when sometimes you smell things, sheerly out of your memory. And no, it is not the same as remembering the smell. It is in fact smelling it. But there is no way it is actually happening. The substance you smell physical does not exist in your surroundings. And there are people who have done this and are doing this all their lives, forever! I don’t know how, this is one thing I will respect the American courage for, and some Indians, especially sanyasis or old people.  Just when I thought my battel against loneliness was over, I can’t believe I manifested it in all its physicality. Now I truly don’t know whats worst. Having family around and

Never Been To A Beauty Salon

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The perils and havocs of beauty industry are not unknown, but definitely overlooked. Because....well, no pain no beauty. The pain is not just for my body or yours but also mother earth’s. But don’t worry I am not here to sell idealism today. What I do want to share, however, is the story of some young women who have NEVER BEEN TO A BEAUTY PARLOUR! yes, you heard me right. Come to think of it and it’s really not that bizarre. Maybe in pre covid times this would have been hard to fathom but not anymore. But then again, we live in India. Whose more than 50% population lives in rural parts. And yes, there still are many parts of this country where a beauty parlour simply doesn’t exist or if it does it’s not affordable for many, even the shanty ones operated from within the house by the rural women themselves.  The tribal women in Odisha. I spent 3 weeks with these women, they are no strangers to me I first met them early this year and I had spent 3 weeks with them then too. They are the